Q: When you think about your clinical trial experience today, what stands out to you?
Today, I’m a new patient coordinator lead in breast oncology. I schedule patients with providers and make sure their information and medical records are available for their first appointments. I also train new employees on the intake process and how we determine which provider is the right fit.
The work has given me a deeper appreciation for the trust patients place in us at a difficult time. I talk with people who have some of the same fears I had, and I want them to know they can ask questions and speak up for themselves. I share resources with younger patients and talk about what I went through during treatment, including the difficult parts.
I also meet people who come to the hospital where I work after receiving care at smaller hospitals because they’re looking for clinical trials. It reminds me how grateful I am that I was offered one at a teaching hospital. And I love seeing patients ask about their options without apologizing for it.
Q: Being a part of research mattered to you then. What does it mean to you now?
At the time, I thought about Black women in history who had done brave things for other people. It felt overwhelming to compare myself with them. Looking back, I realize helping someone doesn’t have to be a huge act. This personal medical choice can help someone.
Someone close to me told me that seeing me participate made her less afraid. She brings up my experience when she talks about clinical trials with others. That stayed with me.
I share my story at work, too. Someone who looks like me can see that I’ve been through the process and am here to talk about it.
If my cancer came back, I’d consider another trial. Back then, I wondered: How could anyone know whether this drug would work for someone like me if people like me weren’t in the research? That still matters to me. But so does trust. My relationship with my doctors helped me make that decision. Without it, I’m not sure how I’d feel.
Q: What should doctors and research teams understand about earning trust?
It’s not enough to ask someone to join a trial. You have to welcome their questions and show that you see them as a person.
Medical and research teams need to recognize their own biases and acknowledge the history of Black people being harmed in research. Be honest about who was included in earlier studies and who wasn’t. Explain why including more people matters. It helps to have diverse teams, too. And listen to people’s beliefs and practices so you can take those into account when you talk about their care.
Q: Is there anything you would do differently before joining a trial?
I would get a second opinion before starting. That’s not because I regret participating. At the time, everything felt urgent, and hearing another doctor’s perspective might have given me another layer of reassurance.
Today, I’d want to know more about who was included in the research and whether it represented people like me. I’d also ask who was sponsoring the trial, what their interests were, and who would have access to the information collected.
Working with a clinical trial team has helped me see how bias can be built into research, even when it’s unintentional. Looking back on my experience has made me a stronger advocate for myself, my loved ones, and patients.
Q: What would you tell someone who is deciding whether to join a clinical trial?
Write your questions down. Ask who has participated in the study and whether the information includes people like you. Ask what researchers know about possible outcomes and what would happen if you decided to leave the trial. I would also ask: If I decide not to join, what treatment would I receive instead? If it’s hard to speak up for yourself, bring someone who can help ask. You deserve a doctor who will listen.
It’s normal to have reservations. Learn what you can and ask the questions you need answered to make your own decision. A clinical trial may not be right for everyone, and that’s OK, too.